I’m very sorry this happened to you family. Now she will watch you from above.I believe they never leave us. when I had to put my girl down due to cancer it broke my heart.After a while I started to look on the shelte pages to see what was out there that needed a home.As I sat there looking at the dog with tears in my eyes, a familiar smell fille the area. It was the smell of my jesse.I know most will say I’m nuts, maybe a little, but I did not imagine the smell. So, your little one will be whatching over you. Whenever you are ready to give another dog a chance go to the pit bull rescue. Some of these dog never find a home.